{"id":184,"date":"2015-07-10T02:00:01","date_gmt":"2015-07-10T02:00:01","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.justwitnessed.com\/?p=184"},"modified":"2015-07-10T17:28:04","modified_gmt":"2015-07-10T17:28:04","slug":"i-used-to-deal-with-my-depression-my-self-cutting","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.justwitnessed.com\/?p=184","title":{"rendered":"I used to deal with my depression by self cutting."},"content":{"rendered":"<p>&#8220;The biggest challenge I&#8217;ve dealt with in the past is depression. For the longest time I just didn&#8217;t feel like I fit in anywhere. Even when I was around people I was alone. I started to self medicate by cutting myself. I&#8217;m not sure how it started, I just remember sitting on the floor and cut my arm with a razor. I now deal with it my putting all of my energy into listening to music that just speaks to me. It has to have a message that I can relate to. I also have great friends. They don&#8217;t judge me and just accept me for who I am.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I hope that someday I&#8217;ll be able to help someone by sharing my story.&#8221;<a href=\"http:\/\/www.justwitnessed.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/07\/IMG_3003.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-187\" src=\"http:\/\/www.justwitnessed.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/07\/IMG_3003.jpg\" alt=\"IMG_3003\" width=\"5616\" height=\"3744\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.justwitnessed.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/07\/IMG_3003.jpg 5616w, https:\/\/www.justwitnessed.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/07\/IMG_3003-300x200.jpg 300w, https:\/\/www.justwitnessed.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/07\/IMG_3003-1024x683.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/www.justwitnessed.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/07\/IMG_3003-1080x720.jpg 1080w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 5616px) 100vw, 5616px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&#8220;The biggest challenge I&#8217;ve dealt with in the past is depression. For the longest time I just didn&#8217;t feel like I fit in anywhere. Even when I was around people I was alone. I started to self medicate by cutting myself. I&#8217;m not sure how it started, I just remember sitting on the floor and cut my arm with a razor. I now deal with it my putting all of my energy into listening to music that just speaks to me. It has to have a message that I can relate to. I also have great friends. They don&#8217;t judge me and just accept me for who I am.&#8221; &#8220;I hope that someday I&#8217;ll be able to help someone by sharing my story.&#8221;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":185,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2,3],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-184","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-featured","category-people"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.justwitnessed.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/184","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.justwitnessed.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.justwitnessed.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.justwitnessed.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.justwitnessed.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=184"}],"version-history":[{"count":6,"href":"https:\/\/www.justwitnessed.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/184\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":194,"href":"https:\/\/www.justwitnessed.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/184\/revisions\/194"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.justwitnessed.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/185"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.justwitnessed.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=184"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.justwitnessed.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=184"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.justwitnessed.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=184"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}